 Peopling, phew tough one. We have proverbs of treasure and people or rather people being treasure, and yet we find it so hard to communicate, face to face, on a deep intimate level. Join facebook to make friends and start talking your reality and you can guarantee fixers, and saviours, and wounded healers and narcissists are all going to present. The odd paedophile may be in the mix too, hiding out staying low. As may the odd Nasty person. When you have worked out what you need more or less of, from people and self, how do you actually break the loop that sets you free? The Heirophant rituals and cycles.
I’m just going to hit you with what I have done, more what I have found works so far, though I am a definite work in progress. I have however managed to consolidate my debt, and some one trusts I can pay it before I pass, so I’m going to run with that. You see the power of Shadow Work? Venus Retrograde, an absolutely wonderful time to strip off naked before your very being. Any how, with true empathy, speech is not needed. My first two children required speech lessons. I simply didn’t realise until ‘told’ by an outsider visiting, we didn’t talk. My children and I did not use words, may have been more accurate. We laughed, we sang, we grooved through the days and nights, but I speak incredibly quickly and usually we just knew, what the other wanted. With my fourth child, he didn’t learn to speak in single words either. When he was 18 months, or so he turned around and asked “Cassie wanna cookie?”. His first words a sentence and a question of care. I was incredibly proud, the rest of the family were also. Empathy played a big part in our family communication patterns. When you are feeling what another persons needs are, and they are feeling yours, when relationships are moving in synergy, when you dance around each other in the kitchen, smiling in dolce vitae (lovers know what I’m sayin). That is empathy at it’s most beautiful, you don’t hurt people as you feel their hurt, they feel yours, and you just don’t. This bond can be feedback looped, instead of feeling better and better, you can begin to feel worse and worse. Sometimes the pain is your own, sometimes others. And this is where and how empathy has been weaponised. Empathy is a natural state of being, you are all born with it. Thomas Sheridan, derived from his research that psychopathy was a choice. Breaking the, born with, myth. When snotty nosed kids run around and hurt each other, perhaps Ninja Turtles was on offer instead of Rainbow Ponies, some kids cry at being hurt, some kids laugh, the responses to situations we have as children, begin with biochemical changes, upon the mother whilst the child is still within the womb. Insert your own frightening stress hormones on fetuses and babies research here. Now I’m not going bloodline deep in this article, I will, in another. Healing ancestral karma (though I find karma a problematic term) is important and I know many place a lot on soul arrival within the body also, but that’s a personal thing. And I personally do not believe any soul chooses to come through to be raped or beaten to death before birth. I know some parents have children, with precisely these motives, (that of hurting children). I have spent my life searching for healing methods for all involved in such breech of, to me sacredness…5d right? We arrive at adulthood with varying degrees of empathy intact. For some it strengthens over time and life for others it diminishes, both are survival mechanisms. For those whom the empathy has strengthened, going out can be painful, as you become hyper sensitive to the moods of many around you. I have to recommend tree or grounding meditations for this kind of sensitivity. If you find meditation helps you, then a progression to torus field meditations will help with actually beginning to transmute yours and others energy this is a good exercise to do daily. It is mine, IP protected. (Which means say my name). For clearing your energy. It works as all energy does on the bodies torus field, energy flow, thing. (Look up if necessary). Enter a still not too deep state open your heart and ask self, "from where does this energy come"? Notice what you notice. Place your attention on your heart center, wake this area up SMILE. Place your palms together before your chest. Separate your fingers. Breathe in through your nose, push your hands above your head feel energy rising from your core and flowing out from you through your fingertips (to soul star chakra). Breathe out, through mouth, sweeping arms around and down, fingers separated still, pushing the air out, saying in mind I return your energy to you. Push energy through the earth beneath you, (to earth star chakra) bringing hands back together as they rise, back in front of the heart. Repeat In all four directions. Now reverse the process. Breathe out through nose, push hands down to earth star chakra, breathe in through mouth, I claim my energy back, sweeping hands up to soul star chakra, and closing palms above head (fingers remain open) and back to prayer pose in front of heart. Repeat in at least all four directions. As you do this exercise, notice any pain or stiffness within your body. Especially on reclaiming your energy. These correlate to areas that you need emotionally to work upon. Any questions please ask. With much love, willing peace and strength for all. Nb: many intuit their own chakra or energy system. If feeling particularly drained, close fingers upon reclaiming your energy. Looking at this energy exchange, we can see it has physical, mental and metaphysical timing aspects. We are using our bodies, our minds and our intent through visualisation or sensation. Releasing trapped energy within the body, requires movement as well as intent, in 3d. I am looking forward to forest bathing. Right! We are peopling. My experience here is totally entrepreneurial, incredibly cyclical and steadily increasing, my “business” in monetary terms. I’m very good with the Tarot, I have excellent return rates. The first thing I notice when a cycle of demise arises is, my clients disappear, I get bookings that don’t show, or last minute “Booking Changes”. Changing a booking means someone else has not been able to be supported, during that time. So that’s coming out of alignment with clients. But there is another level that kicks in for me also. The things I do to reach out, to find others, increase my circle, particularly online, become unstreamlined and difficult to manage. Email’s don’t get through, I post a really good blog and it won’t share to Facebook or Twitter. If I can get the post shared, my site goes down. Yay for 404. The booking calendar offers strange hours or nothing to those who visit. And the past two cycles, I even got people I felt I had to block on Facebook, I’m not even sure some of them were people. Owning these cycles could actually be initiated by others hurt my self esteem and ego. I'm a lover not a fighter, so that was my intitial self Shadow work, I healed ancestral karma, ritualised release work for 18 years, owned my shit, established my boundaries through energy return, did all the it’s my thoughts creating this, stuff and I was able to push the cycle of demise out further, can still not claim to of cleared it. But my underlying, polarised response point of creation, of it, is shorter in duration, and my resiliency feels more stable. The reason I’m writing this series is because, even though the Archontic Bill is huge, I have this ecstatic feeling in my yonni, that I shall be able to pay it. Sexual excitement over a bill, that’s got to be dangerous. And we shall see. I started with binding magick, I don’t know where the inception of a name in the freezer came from, Chaos probably. I have found this works to cool things down. You simply write the person who you feel uncomfortable about, name on a piece of paper and place it in the freezer. This I have seen across many realms of magick, be it name in bottle or name burned, each with slightly different effect. Only some of which is your intent and how hard out you ritualise it. During a particularly nasty piece of Cyber, name stalking, ugly action, where I could not find the energy source, I went, or was going to go, full Grimoire. I had everything including Angel and Demon seals worked out in my workbook, Lunar timing, phylactery etc, I didn’t need to go full blown. The malefic showed themselves, within 24 hours of drawing the seals. They were widespread and varied were their reasons, some were single, others had banded together. A lot was around perceived differences, money and ”Who does she think she is” and some of it was deserved (Peopling skills I lack/ed). It was vicious, it was nasty, yet it validated everything I have learned about other worldly Spirit Teams. The best lessons I have seen and used on “Wise” other being associations, is Gordon White’s Rune Soup. GO THERE. For anything other than throwing a name in a freezer, I suggest you do your research. Timing and the bits and bobs require acquisition, of which knowledge counts. In the end though it’s your action that gets the job done. Honest self inventory and action. If you find your needs are more around timing and organisation, BEGIN HERE Don’t forget the space bodies floating around up there. If the Moon can affect the tides, how might Mars affect you? Paying attention to the planets and stars, may tell you more about what to expect from others. Their reasons for acting as well as your own. For this is, as a weekly I LIKE TOM HERE and for deeper looks at planets and Archetypes AUSTIN COPPOCK HERE Right enough said for today, this is a blog not a book. If you would like any help with, identifying cycles, shadow work or just a great informative Tarot reading, contact me. Next week more on the cyber space and moving into Archontic Bills of Death.xx
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