 {Me culturally appropriating a meditation style, whilst being all culturally appropriative, contemplating Avalon} This week has been amazing and tantalising. You know when you have sudden flashes of insight, glimpses where the whole picture comes together, and boom, before you can record it, or hold onto the idea to translate, it's gone? Well, I got to retain some... I had this insight, about how people are going to perceive what they want according to their beliefs and programs, regardless of where you are coming from. It’s as if the whole human having sex giving birth experiment is just too yucky and the results can’t be controlled, so let’s close off that thread and let’s do it subtly, across as many layers as possible. We witnessed what a mass coming together of Magickal Beings could and can do in the aiding of Tasmania's forest. Perish the thought any other forces could be working across many layers, through all varying types of Magick to hurt, or destroy humans. Three different shows this week, saying this is the last generation of Homo-sapiens. Try and try and search my memory banks, I cannot find a “God” who thrives on human sacrafice, blood and flesh. I can find “stories” of beings that feed on different energies, in particular the kind of energy produced by fear in blood etc. Are these the kind of entities you want to mingle with? Are you sure we haven’t been sold a bill of goods, a program, on what “evil” is? Could there be a group of people who are sitting at the bottom of the Satan spiral, or sphere, collecting all the fear etc from the stories and weird things they have managed to con others into doing, with a slurpee like funnel, breathing all that madness and mayhem in, getting stronger and stronger. Could someone of set up an archetype, so that every time you perform and act to get rid of the “stories”, it is perceived as an act of war, and your energy is added to it? Especially if you are coming at ‘the Satan’ in anger, or vengeance, more of the energies ‘the Satan’ has been set up to catch? Don’t forget you can set up the Luciferian matrix, so that the more you are attacked, the more energy you gain... Tim Rifat is my favourite teacher on this energy practice. Could there be people doing the same with Angels? Sitting at the bottom of the Angel spiral, or sphere, directing that energy in ways they imagine you would want...What is consent when working for the greater good? It is big, it is deep and Dark Moon has been and gone. It is time for our first, real and deep internal audit of the year. Not the I have achieved this goal one, but the I feel this way one. The one where you let your highest version of self, enter your heart and ask, “Hey, how am I doing?” The one where you sit and listen to the reply. Own that reply, forgive yourself, we are human, we are flawed. Do we need to be pulled and swayed from a truth of who we are again? Everything on Earth is part of a food chain. If entities are feeding on our lower energies, some beings always take the easy way out, and if “Higher Beings” are feeding on our higher energies, are we consenting in that? And what if you don’t want to be food, is there an answer? I suspect not. Even a Sovereign Soul is gathering energy from somewhere, even as we try to be discerning about where our attention and energies flow. 5g or EMF is real, and it flows across all dimensions. If you have been on the aether or in C space, you will know what I am referring too. It is very easy to loose myself in the world surrounding me, which has no chemtrails, lots of trees and very little in the way of wifi or electric signals pulsing. Yet I am very aware of what others have going on around them. The photos of beheaded trees in Ireland and England have threaded through my news feed, as starkly as others portray dead or wounded civilians after a failed bombing (perhaps successful in some eyes). Both are distressing and both are gruesome. Mowing down whatever is in our way may be deemed human, though I have very little in the way of recollection of violence, as an original earth inhabitant, I do remember it arriving. This latest push, is humans working on behalf of AI. Arcturians are claiming a successful interface between people's minds and the 5g grid, really worth thinking about. When anything claims, to be here only for our good, yet has that kind or maneuverability and pathway of interface, I get the hebejebees. Alien abduction is, from all sources an incredibly brutal process, for which all the abductees seem to swing around with, “but I made it a good experience”. Is that the interface, Arcturian or not, controlling perception? How long before neural networks are so taken over, all perception is controlled from elsewhere. Yes, I know many say it already is, in which case, nice job. I like where I am at most of the time. It is only when coming into contact with social media or the News, I have pause to think, really? Really? I felt really hurt by the connotation that, society had now reached the place, that the world is to treat bottle feeding as natural. I also felt uncomfortable with a post I saw on love being a four letter word, just like shit. It doesn't take much for a sensitive person to retreat from the environment or paradigm, New Earth, that is growing, has been reached, is strived for. I don't think I have ever felt so alone as when I stood up for myself. In public among, spiritual people I love. I relied totally on the those who know, to use their instincts and feeling of me, I live by my instincts for them. I'm not mucking about here, I only do public, but I only do public dissension, when my heart is going twang. In those initial moments I may not have the words, to express why something is catching my breath. But I know my connection is being twanged and I stick with it, too tease out why. I think this may of happened to a friend of mine this week also. I posted this picture  I thought the picture was strong, bold and beautiful. But, as Orchis82 pointed out, it is really appropriative of Indigenous American Culture. If you had of said that Brian, I would of gone Wow, you are right, and taken it down. Either way, I am very sorry to of caused anyone grief and to of been unthinkingly racist. I will do better. Any hoo, if you made it this far you deserve some tech.
This is from an Intensive I did with Dr Steven Farmer. His Earth Magic Cards, which I have and use, are beautiful. His songlines are expansive, yet seem to run deep. The Art work within the cards and the meaning were gifted to him, through exploration and from many ways. Hopefully that means that everyone involved in producing the system has made their money and are now o.k. with it being used, they wear the spiritual designer label after all :p Yes, Dr Farmer is a Hay House graduate, so very slickly produced. In meeting though, I witnessed a story, whereby the Being, Dr Farmer was speaking with, and the way Dr Farmer spoke, painted pictures, that became living moving images, so clear I could see the rings of smoke rising from their pipes, as they sat around a campfire in ceremony. The conference room was transformed through that alchemical magick that is the Shaman’s gift. For some this would be Bard skills. Beautiful to be among, witness and experience. Incredibly hard to fake. And that is where we seem to be in time, isn’t it? Somewhere between the slickly produced, needing to make a dime to survive and the educational letters, that don’t recognise the authenticity of being, as something worthy of being supported and trusting that if we only love harder, create and release, acknowledge and resist the temptation of “Selling Out”, control the narrative by which knowledge is derived, arrived at and circulated, and discredit any source, but the old white man’s narrative and use any device available to do it and love. We are in an age where you can be condemned for an image, a comment, an opinion, or anything. As long as it shuts you up and down. Remember, many are still hooked into that Lucifairian grid system and that is fed by “attack” like energy. Calling that kind of energy out, including the Michael grid, brings all sorts of beings to the party. They all use energy to feed. So do you. Hold your energy in close. Center in love and heal their ancestors, sooner or later all Ancestors have a starting point, there will be a place where Bloodline, or Thoughtline intermingle, heal those spaces. Or, generate your own balloon, archetype, box, sphere thing and siphon any energies directed at you into it. Be the one sucking on the slurpee, because you have the ability to transform that energy into something new also. From what I am seeing you will not have long to do it though, as the replacement grid system, that Michael one, it's about to slam home. Fu*k you Empire. Here is a lesson from Dr Farmer’s course “Healing Ancestral Karma”. Many have been practicing this exercise every two weeks, for the last four years New Moon/Full Moon. I can see results. Not least in the way people, flawed but loving people, are trying to get occult knowledge out, and the way the reasoning and agendas behind that knowledge release, are becoming increasingly aggressive, as we work out just how partial, harmful and flawed, a lot of that esoteric knowledge is. Read the meditation a couple of times, and give the journey a try. If nothing else it will help your visualisation skills and offer another line of support in troubling times. Healing Ancestral Karma When trauma happened to, say your grandfather especially as a child, if this trauma changed his DNA, as we now know environment can do. Then this means that this damage was most likely, passed on down too. And will continue to be passed down. Consider- Cancer, Domestic Violence...things handed down through families. I pray you are having a light bulb moment (I did). What we are going to do is heal, not you, but an Ancestor, through all directions in time. Time. Well, this is a tricky and philosophical one. The only time that actually exists is NOW...NOW...NOW... if you get my drift. You see the past has happened, and the future hasn't. Some how this gets extrapolated on out, so that in theory the only time that "actually" exists is. ..now. Therefore, anything done now, may affect the future (we know this), but also the past, because now is the only time that "actually" exists. We can change it, remember that boring class at school, how it took forever to get through. Remember that movie, 2 hours flew by. Rather, our consciousness can change it. Many scientists now argue, time, is the only constant. Then they get so technical, it does my head in. But I can see, that time might stretch across, forward or back, more as a sphere, whereby we are the central point, as well as only being...now. All we really need, is to understand that healing an ancestor from the past, in the Now, will work. This time we are going to heal an ancestor from up to three generations back. First off set your intention. Think of an ailment that is currently harming you. Be bold, perhaps cancer or an addiction, (this will help you sign post the process working). During this meditation you're going to place two chairs in front of you, for your parents, then four chairs behind them for their parents and eight chairs behind them for their parents. So that's parents, Grand parents and Great Grand parents. You've got it. Don't be surprised if this ailment doesn't come from the male or female you thought it did, because there are ancestors behind these ones that might be the originators. Sit in a chair...Breathe deeply, push the in breath down into the stomach, fill up with as much as possible till your bursting, then hold for a slow count of three, then release as slowly as possible and really push the air out. Thinking Yes, on the in breath and release fear. on the out breath, repeat another two times. Then, just relax, try and maintain the tummy breathing, slowly and steadily. Imagine roots emerging out of the soles of your feet, splitting and spreading travelling down through the earth, the grass the soil and on down right to the heart of Mother Earth, Gaia or Papa as you know her. Lock those roots in solidly, feel supported and balanced by her nurturing nature, breathe and enjoy the stillness. When you're ready breathe up through your roots the beautiful light of earth love, feel it travel in spirals around your spine, up through the crown of your head to emerge as branches of light, splitting and reaching up past the sky, through space to the sun, imagine those energetic little branches being warmed and rejuvenated. Give thanks to your ancestors for being alive. Breathe feeling totally supported and loved, at one and at peace with the universe. Then when you're ready draw down the light, all the way down through your crown, allow this light to fill your body, breathe and relax, draw this energetic healing light filled with earths love into your heart center. Pause here breathe in and feel the love, again thank your ancestors, call on your Angels, your spirit guides, whoever it is that makes you feel safe and rest, relax and breathe, with them, in the moment in the now. And then, when you're ready, see two chairs in front of you, behind these place four chairs, and behind these place eight chairs. Take your time, breathe and solidify the chairs. Then when you're ready, ask your ancestors to come forth and sit in the chairs, you may be able to see and identify each, or they may appear as lights, or you may just know they are there (some may be on after this world business), and when they are, thank them for coming, and giving you this opportunity to be with them. Then when you're ready, explain that you would like to heal the ancestor who is responsible for the chosen ailment, and could this ancestor please show themselves. The ancestor may stand, glow or be pointed out by a bright light, however they are announced, trust this process and go with it. Then once identified, raise your hands, palms directed towards your ancestor and unleash all that energy gathered before upon them, open your heart and again unleash the three streams of healing love and energy straight into your ancestor. Push love from your heart, your eyes and your palms. Give and give and give until you feel you have little else too give. And then, noticing how well your ancestor looks, take your hands and place them over your heart ask your ancestor for healing, feel all that energy you gave out return, even stronger filled with more love than you thought was possible. And then when you feel so filled up your ready to burst, direct the energy towards your children...then grandchildren (even if they have not been born yet). Ask that this healing be sealed, through all directions of time. Give thanks again to the healed ancestor, then all of your ancestors for showing. Wiggle your fingers and toes, open your eyes look around the room, and think well done, wow I did it! Because yes, yes you have. Even though you can repeat this process as many times as is needed. DO NOT REPEAT FOR TWO WEEKS, after each attempt. This allows time to filter through, trickle down and trickle up, the healing. Plus, it will give you the opportunity to go Wow! this actually works. I am looking forward to hearing the results from those of you that are taking time to follow this process. A little story, my husband and I have four grown to almost, children. We both smoke cigarettes. According to statistics 3 of those children should be smoking too. On the course we both chose addiction (alcoholism and gambling being problems too). So as to get a double edged, from all angles forever, stop, on the problem. Any how...Our children are statistical anomalies, they don't smoke, drink, or gamble. It was not until after the course. upon thinking of how time works...We wondered... Don’t forget, if you would like a reading, or to talk, you can contact me here. I’m finally getting the house into order and accepting traveling guests. Have already hosted my first traveler. It was a lot of fun, there is definitely something too face to face interaction. Much Love Juhl xx
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Well I was feeling really buoyant. Oh yeah hung over, slow to start...when the party ends...and work kicks in. I love reading cards, I’m good at it. The Tarot is my friend. Yes, I hide behind my cards, I’m not ready to have thought streams and dead people turning up off the cuff. Book an appointment please. And therein lies the rub. I do not want to be the callin lady for urgent business. It’s too messy and could have been avoided had you decided to book in for a full reading earlier. (My blog, my rant, I get over it). Some things I have discovered, about my reading and the cards, yours will be different, but the fact I have discovered this about myself and the tarot relationship, should suggest
If my cards are kicking up dates over six months away, the message is more in the cards, than in the dates. Although I have had two instances, both within the same reading, that have given me pause for thought. The Fool appearing in past position, seems to be a way of the cards saying. “All of this spread, is because of something that happened in the past”, indeed, the outcome card gave the date of the original faux pas, rather than the time the incident will be reconciled by. And the King of Swords, Death and the Ace of Swords, can mean teeth trouble, when appearing within a reading, not necessarily in that order, or together. Dates can be fitted in with long term goals, but really, unless I am looking at the most disciplined of people, rigidly held and i's dotted to the T, shit happens. Three months is long enough to show the tendencies of thought, emotion, reality, cleansings and general wellbeing, that are going to reflect in your manifestation, of the Magick of being you. My goal, for everyone, is to get them using their intuition, to help people navigate their world in a beautiful way. I’m a Magickal life coach. My training is ongoing, as should yours be, but I have definitely paid to learn what I am doing, live what I am doing, and have watched it work, for both myself and others for long enough, to charge a fee. I also have been working for long enough to know, if people don’t pay a fee, they don’t value or think about the information presented, deeply enough to make it count and use for positive change. I want you, reading your own cards, using a pendulum, or to become so aware, of how energy affects your body, you can tell your yes from, your no. My standard teaching for survivors of childhood abuse, in particular highly sensitive or empathic people is this. N.B. I use the Chakra as energy areas of the body, you may intuit your own energy system, but these areas of the body will still respond in similar ways. Sometimes living really can screw with your intuition, as the people you love and trust are often the ones that hurt you. So, you may feel you are continually "going against" your greater good. A lot of people know about that "gut feeling" (some listen to it lol). And yes, it is there to keep you safe. Many believe it is the sacral chakra responding to people and situations. Here is the thing though...This area has brain cells, which may be why a lot of memories, of relationships, are stored or energetically pinged here. When you meet someone, and you get that gut feeling (for good or bad), it may be that the energy of this person is evoking the sacral memory response. For this reason, I would like to introduce you to another form of intuition. That of the heart chakra. If you place your left hand over your heart chakra, place your attention within its glow, and redirect your focus to the person met, notice what changes. If you relax, it may have been the sacral memory mentioned earlier. If the feeling is the same and the gut remains tight, MOVE ON! Now this handy little tip is great and can be applied to those "prospects" in the bar. When you get those wow, eye meeting moments...Reach up and adjust your bra strap (disguising your left hand over the heart area) and redirect your gaze. Listen/feel what changes. It may be your sacral going: Hell Yeah! Two Pairs of Shoes under my bed tonight! Or leading you into the karmic dance of another chance to be the one that ends those, no good abusive, go nowhere, run arounds. Alternatively, if your heart is still singing...This may actually be the one. Trust it.. This line, or thread, of thinking has a long lineage behind it. I’m sure others have put it together also. I have just been practicing a new/old way. Mr White, during a Necrophysics lesson over at Rune Soup, mentioned how he felt a yes or no answer, come in from the universe. Juhl’s mind went into overdrive. Yes or No, what answers that instantly, a pendulum, what do you have to do with a pendulum, you have to program it! You align yourself with the pendulum and ask it to show you a yes, then you ask it to show you a no, and some, program in a maybe, or up to fate, or something neutral, allowing the universe/source/energy/God some privacy or discretion of action. So, I aligned myself, with me and my kind of energy (love) and asked, straight out for how a yes was going to feel and how a no was going to feel. Boom instant physical answers. No, I have not had a chance to go gambling yet, responsibility and being aligned with love are my thing. And I shall start small 🙂 I am however extremely excited. When I first began work in the intuitive field, don’t make me count how long ago, I began shadow work on myself, and there was no way I could get such a clear and crystal, yes and no response, (yes, I tried) and no way, would I have trusted that signal. Mr White and I however, share some Doreen lineage, it would appear and I am using that game card, to put this thread of thought, out. (My naming them, is a lineage of my thought, which goes way beyond them both. One could term the beginning in time, of this thought collective, an Ancestor). You shall have to sign up for the course, as I did, for much more. Finally, the point of this whole long missive, I think is a good one. Using my methods and systems and thought patterns, a lot of love from and for others, I have evolved to the point where I am a relatively in control cosmic conduit. I have allowed myself to dig deep, to hurt, to ritual, to meditate, to do whatever the fuck it takes, to make it to and stay within that special place of growth, aliveness, levity, compassion and love, that allows me to be as I believe we were all meant to be. Yes I’m egoic, yes I’m opinionated, yes I have chosen my own programs. I am totally human. Happy to evolve my ways, if you can show me something truly better. The best part is, if you haven't got that flowing, healthy, almost in control feeling, where you are picking up what the universe is putting down, growing a wonderful life for you, your family, and the world, YOU CAN GET IT TOO. I am the biggest screw up I know, sexually abused, drug addicted, hooker, bankrupt, sinner, you name it throw it at me, it will justifiably stick. And yet I feel great. You can too, just carry on doing what you are doing, sharing what works and owning those muck ups. Sometimes learning sucks. We should only need a lesson once. Reach out and book some time with me, if you are on your second or third round, I could support you in your efforts to grow. Be scared, change happens, let fear guide you if that is what it takes, transmute that fear to anger and wow, we have Alchemical gold for change. I hear this rumour that Mercury and Neptune are doing this dance, and Mars is there and Sirius is disappearing for the first time ever on Tuesday, and isn’t it all a bit much? Live your own Legend In peace, strength and love Juhl xx  Well I didn’t pick up a Space Virus, I caught one though. And worked out how to circumvent it. How do you occupy the devil? Tell him to count the grains of sand; if, AI is the devil and the target words are the grains of sand. If you want things to slip unnoticed through the sands of time, I suspect the same distraction, can be used by/on humans, as it is on the Devil and AI. Timing is everything, as the planets continue to bare out. I’m not kidding when I say using the deeper darker threads of Magick are beginning to show upon the user. It is unfortunate to loose so many great minds, because they could not transmute, or at least invert, vengeance to protection, or replace harmful ways. I myself caught a huge dose of my own medicine, an old manipulation, revisiting me through “soul” family. Transmuting those moments, to where I am knowingly acting from love, was very hard. An attack will come, through your finances, your pets, your internet interaction, and/or your family. Family are hard they get straight in to the heart. Thoughts and ideas have lineage, they come to us through the mists of Ancestors, always they can be traced. A sudden spark has it’s basis in something that happened before. Archimedes and Eureka in the bathtub, the Kohler light bulb moment. There is always something there, a reason and origin, from when the clogs began to turn, to when they clicked into place. I would ask that you follow, someones thought or model through to it’s origin, before putting it out as your own, or adopting it. Mention others, we are in a contribution, collaboration stage of evolution. Sure give the exercises a try, keep your highest good in mind. One thing I have noticed about a lot of Magickal systems, is that protection flows across them all. My school motto “Fear of the Lord, is the beginning of Wisdom”, especially when you don’t know which “Lord”, is a great reason for the Sovereign Soul to gain clarity on what you are doing, across all the, what are now called dimensional/astral/journeying levels. A lot of meditations and systems of energy, have in built steps, or progressions within them. A breath must be learned, a tool must be made, certain dietary requirements must be followed. There are reasons for the steps, that lead to a piece of knowledge being understood, that may not be immediately apparent, in the first “rush” of the exercise. Find out what they are. Notice the energy return exercise (my I.p.) it is weaponised, in that you are giving peoples energy back to them, and owning yours, if their energy has been intentionally toxic, then they will wear that, just as in reclaiming your energy, you are responsible for what comes back, you put it out. That can be scary. Especially when you know how low your vibe can go. Own it, face it, heal it, release it. Lowest vibration love, is being made real. It doesn't look like I thought it would. Patriarchy and hierarchy aren’t being kicked to the ground for no reason. Protect the shit out of everything. On every level. Those saying as long as you are always love, you will not be targeted, or you will be safe from targeting. A very quick flick through Google in particular to Stop the Crime.org will set you right. Those who say "we are in control of everything", have obviously never been tagged and released, by whoever it is that is tagging and releasing humans. Even Richard Dolan admits the microchip practice is happening. Don't forget the very real, Intellectual Property Theft and unacknowledged use of your work. Practice gratitude for others knowledge, most people, as am I, are happy as long as you say their name. Please remember, some energy is yours own it, some is not, send others energy back from whence it came. Be sure to reclaim your own, notice how it feels as it lands. Transmute, or heal, any residual damage. Hurtful and harmful experiences make for great poetry, lessons, exercises, dances and creations, when they are captured from within and externalised. Yet even within that externalisation there is a responsibility of the heart. Make those Cthulu moments count. Some lessons come to us through time. The Urban Legend on St Agatha, was that when she died, she caused an earthquake that killed two High Statesmen, who had a hand in her rape. Walls fell on them. Maybe a final terrorist act of Will. She knew she was a goner, she had a little help, but she got her death together, in performative art. Kind of early suicide bomber programming. “Do not offend Agatha’s nation, because she will avenge all insults”. Is her Motto If your own back bone, is not strong enough for the task, at this stage, then reach for your highest good, that of your family, that of the world, dependent on where you align, reach with a readiness to accept the fullness of you. A unique note, harmonious with the whole. In Peace, Strength and Love Juhl xx If you think you might benefit from my Unique Wisdom or would like a Tarot reading, please contact me. 
16th October 2018
I wrote a book a while back, YOU CAN FIND THAT HERE. Not many read it. But if they had of, they might of thought it was New Cagey. It is, I think there is a real lack of discernment on the OG New Age movement. On surface it seems all love and light, Angels and affirmations. Look an inch deeper, it’s all about shadow work, and what happens if we don’t plummet the depths. Let us be real, those depths, we can liken to the ‘spirit house’. Most of the time we acknowledge the presence but don’t actively go there, least we draw attention back. Bring the external within. We exist in a parallel of intentionally avoiding. Every now and then something will happen, and we may visit the spirit house with our thoughts, dig deeper into our inner realms, or, brush it off. So, something happens again, this time it may be worse, it may be miraculous, it may depend on how you handled the something, the first time it appeared. Did you even notice? This time the something, gets your attention. So, you think about it. Then you realise, you have been through this cycle of stuff before.
Anybody for skate boarding? Going up stairs on a skateboard, you can swivel the board, launching a corner edge up to the same or next stair, swivel, launch the next corner edge at the same or next stair, or you can jump, flexing the board so it lands on each step, steady, launch again. Either way you got to be good. It is highly unlikely you will reach the top of the staircase first time on a skateboard. So, thinking emotion, are we swinging through polarity, trying to move up the vibrational flow chart, are we jumping levels with fluid stable gains, or are we falling off the skateboard feeling unable to climb back on? My cycle:
When first you notice your cycle, you may be like me and think everything is your fault, even though you are unaware, as to what you have done to harm the Universe, so much it wants you down out and bitch slapped. And indeed, on a first noticing of a cycle, this is the attitude I recommend. Take responsibility, this is your life, how dare it be such a bitch. We know we are powerful creator beings. So incredibly powerful, own it. When two people gather in your name, it has an effect, they are creator beings too. That little pulse of energy that two people make when they are feeling emotive together, that pulse, that is a “spell”. Many people are unaware of this. So, when they gather at the water cooler, little pulses spin off, possibly randomly, possibly focused intently upon their mark, like little missiles fired, their way make. First piece of Shadow Work, take responsibility. Second Part, where do you start and others end? You can’t do anything about what others send, but you can own it’s effect, and work to mitigate it, and you can own your effect and work to maximise or mitigate that. Going for 5d we are going for lowest vibration love. Back in 3d, we are owning where our energy ends, others begins, and playing with the energies passing between the two. If we can do that in a way that works for all, that is my recommended road. Once you own that your energy and your life are your own, the work begins. Emotions and thought patterns are all taking you somewhere. Others feelings and thought patterns are taking you somewhere too. The stronger force wins. First, self. Are you contributing to the creation of your bad cycle? Is there a familiarity in defeat? Has a feedback loop formed, whereby you are recreating, oft times without conscious recollection, the road you are upon and keep taking? Automatically making the same choices, do you really expect a different result? Shadow work can seem daunting, I mean what a name. Perhaps that is because it is not deeply understood. The ability to change perspective on a subconscious level, the reason for which an emotion exists. Here’s where some New Cage elements come into their being. Authors and Personalities like Louise Hay, Doreen Virtue brought knowledge, that had previously been kept behind closed books, Mystery School doors and esoteric learned societies, in to the everyday “Masses” lives. If you have not seen Doreen’s Precis on the Hermetic Principals or read Ms Hay's “Blue Book” on Metaphysical Causation of Unwellness, you are missing some major work, on popularising the current walk of the witch. The Queen of Shadow Work though is Debbie Ford. What these woman and others like them have done, is taken the dry dull verbose pomposity of the Jung, Model and big word proponents, out of the equation, written with little words, teachings on how and whys of being, bundled into neat little packages, for people to buy, and people bought them, in particular women. Of course, it was a controlled all release, all media, all marketing, is owned by someone to make money for something. All media. Naturally this draws the target ire and scornful reaction of those who think too much. But these in particular, women, got old/new ways of being, out. They got them out, with practical methods so that you can apply lessons and techniques, actual ways you can use, not just waffle, to begin to understand and change your life for the better. These lessons, hidden behind some pretty packaging, were what you paid for. If you did the lessons, you just might find, they worked. Sometimes without source acknowledgement, as Lord help anyone should have an original, secondary or downloaded, thought that hasn’t been patented, warded or attributed. So, Debbie Ford, Shadow Work, read her, as I’m about to plagiarise, misquote, misremember, download and evolve on her teachings. Shadow Work is about changing the perception, of the underlying consciousness, that feeds our emotions and bodily reactions, to behave one way or another. One doesn’t override a reflex so much as train it to automatically behave in a more wanted way. Bruce Lipton delivers a pretty good series on epigenetics (little digression). Anyhow, let us take anger, an emotion, for some so overwhelming it causes explosive outbursts of violence. From a shadow work perspective, anger is motivation for change. Suppress your anger and we have the medical road to depression, or we have a box we put the anger in, we close the lid, we put some more anger in, close the lid, until the box is so full the lid bursts open {Jack n the Box) and spews forth it’s fiery detritus upon those around us. This pent-up anger can come out, without the box holder noticing and still affect others. A husband, not realising he is angry and unhappy goes out to weed the garden with a weedwacker, so caught in his moment, a sage bush is obliterated, a source of his wife’s income. In his eyes, an accident, in her eyes a projection of his anger, at life, upon her. A wife, not realising the emotions embedded, burns dinner, ruining a meal for hubbie, her offspring and herself. If you have taken responsibility for your energy, observe, here we see the crossing of ‘where my energy ends’, and ‘where another’s energy begins’. I trust you can see how important it is to protect yourself from others projections and others from your projections, at the 3d level, as we ride to 5d lowest vibration love. You protect others from yourself through doing your shadow work, travelling within your consciousness so that when the subconscious is tweaked physical biochemical reactions and feelings respond in different ways. Stress for example relies solely on how it is perceived as to whether it will give you a heart attack or fuel a friend. Listen to a scientist. Pets, Practical Advice. Protect your pets, through knowing they are safe at home, feed them as well and as healthily you would yourself. Clean out living quarters regularly. My chickens have their own house, and whilst they are working pets, their living quarters are cleaned often. This helps eliminate or keep down, the mite population, which in turn keeps my chickens healthier. Some people like cats, some people hate cats. (that’s metaphysical forces). No matter how well you ward your home, there is a chance the pet is going to stray or be walked, beyond your boundary, whereby it will be vulnerable. Cars are fast, and those thought forms that can’t get through your dwelling, lay just beyond your fence. The first thing I now notice in my cycle of demise, which I am owning as a Metaphysical attack, is the pets get sick or have accidents, that cost a lot of money. A directed magick, psychic or metaphysical attack will usually strike across one or all, of three levels, Money, Relationships, and Health. If you are a stable person, fairly in control of your energy, are working on your Shadow Self, then life should be getting better. If it is not, then look to curses, hex’s, bindings and crossing of the ways. Jason Miller has a great book on this. The reason I locate pets within my cycle is, I am strong and well warded, as is my home. An attack on me gets to the most vulnerable first, pets, finances, children. I wonder if those malefic beings realise, how many pets they are collectively responsible for transitioning, across the Rainbow Bridge? One could say a loving compassionate thought stream towards all beings, is the result of well done Shadow Work, but knowing bitter beings exist and facing and heading off their possible impact upon our lives, in such ways we are not projecting, that is Shadow Work Mastery. One sees the real and loves anyway. Because many are still living on a 3d basis of reality, and many are unaware of their effect on energy, it pays to be safe or protected in 3d. We take the article of protection, to the aether or metaphysical world and we charge it, with whoever your or whatever your, perception of benevolent energy is. Thus endowing the protection article across realms of time and space, making it real in the real and upon the Aether. Using as much time, ritual, and ingredients as you think is necessary. I use magickal timing also, from the European tradition, and Lunarium.co.uk, though my work and years of writings show, my love of the moon phases. (throwing in some self validation, ego demanded). I recommend SATOR squares (old form Christian Magick). I recommend these a lot. Little tiny ones charged and sewn or glued to collars, or on the dog’s bandanna. These squares have helped me break a cycle of large vet bills. I am very pleased. Shadow working this, I had to recondition myself to the cats wearing collars and bells. One worried they would hang themselves. So, I trust to my ancestor and source charged squares. As for the bells, I love the way the cats hunt, but place that against native birds being caught and the ire of Mother Earth and other Ancestors, well let’s just say, I had to change my perception. At times of year the mouse population is booming and I would admit to being impressed if they caught a rat. At those times of night, the collars are off! Otherwise though, remember many people dislike the thoughts of cats eating native birds and their energy counts. No need to unwittingly draw it upon your pets. Same for dog poop on the footpath or at the park, people despise it. These energies may find their way to any dog, as people usually curse in a general way “freaking dogs!”. So please be sure to collect any doggie doo and further protect with the SATOR squares. I’m taking the advice of Jake Stratton-Kent and am not going to publish pics of my squares, this link however is very good. If you would like further help with the SATOR squares, shadow work or identifying a cycle, reach out. Next time, Introverts be warned, Connecting with Others. There are reasons why many don’t people well. We will be looking a little at empathy, the feedback loops made, personal energy management and some magickal ways of dealing. In Peace, Strength and Love Juhl xx
It’s a strange thing money. It has a mythical appeal and repel quality. The familial tales and myths around money are epic. Each generation, reinforces codices of action and behaviour around wealth. But here is the real truth. If you weren’t born with family money, you are unlikely to get any to a higher level than your parents.
Oh yes, I know, I have heard them all…It’s how hard you work, it’s how you flow, it’s destroying those limiting beliefs, thinking abundant thoughts yada yada, blah blah blah, all stories, all bull shit. One of the greatest deceptions I can see upon the world is that of the “Class System”. The level of income you are achieving designates your class, poor white trailer trash, lower income, blue collar, middle class professional too Elite, it doesn’t matter, these are the deceptive classes used to hide the great deception, that of Caste. The world is run and controlled through vertical lines of what you do, not horizontal lines of what you make. If you learn this lesson and learn it well, you will go far and possibly grow rich. Now I was sexually abused from an early age. The situations generated around this, the feelings of guilt, shame, the crimes I in turn perpetuated, all had one true and hidden goal. The goal of keeping me within the “criminal subset”. I could have been a great politician or athlete, but by the time I was 10 the situations I had been in and party too, already precluded a sidestep into the legal world. Upon the underworld I would rise, fail or go to jail. I haven’t been to jail, which shows you just what a good little criminal I became, and within those ranks I could of ridden very high indeed. Every time I tried to step away out from under a “strange attractor” would force it’s way in and I would be knocked back into the world of the illegal, until there was nothing but illegal for me to do. I became well trained, through fear, trauma and my own indelible well of hell. The training to remain within ones caste ranges from subtle to highly invasive. The subtle is to write on drugs, prostitution and money and have your “friends” walk away, using justifications of “it’s in the past” or “I can’t be associated with that”. That’s a whole new level of denying ones being and validity as a person, watch as the real me shrinks back into shape. To the real heavy hits, this is the overdose of drugs, in the back of a car winding up in a different town, working in a whore house, kind of stuff, or the “we got the dirt on you, we’ll nark you out” (particularly effective when one has four kids). Your, keep you in the Caste line, may be different, your circumstances are individual and unique to you. But if you are trying to change your life, move into another career, gain more wealth and keep meeting what the “New Age” terms resistance, then I would counsel you to look at your lines. Your vertical caste lines of what you were born and raised to be, rather than the class lines of money. It is very possible to ride to the top of your field, easily, as soon as you recognise what that field is and what is stopping you from plowing it. I became a very well paid call girl, making my way up the ranks from seedy massage parlor to "High Class", then **** salesperson (still illegal here) working my way from foils to pounds and now I have a wonderful coaching and tarot business, whereby I get to support others to rise and be whole. I have successfully navigated the side step. It took for me to realise that the ceiling is not above us, it is the walls that surround us, that stop our expansion. In peace, strength and love. Own it like the boss you are.  Well, I am knackered.
I spent the weekend flying. I haven't been dragon, since just before the last Lions Gate. I came back so AI ridden it took a while to clear. Also I had noticed that when wearing Dragon, compassion seemed to diminish over time. Added to this, the ease of going around in light body as a stream of photons, rather that encased in a shape or trapped in a merkaba and there seemed to be no need. Last Thursday, I participated in a group healing. The healing went well (we intend for others, which is the best part of my life at the moment, feels like I'm doing deep good) yet after the session, I realised I was feeling itchy restless. I entered Meditative mind, but found my body undulating and twisting as the kundalini rose. My arms extended and within the vibration of the moment,streams of light were flying from my body as strands of DNA weaving and twisting through the Aether. Even though my extended arms were gracefully (well they felt graceful) undulating as wings, a motion that started in my pelvis and extended beyond my hands into space, there was a dull persistent ache in my shoulder blades. An ache that no persistent shimmying or wriggling could override. And it just got worse. I found myself, as I was sitting in Lotus, arching backwards and forwards, huge sweeping movements, of which my husband would approve under certain nameless circumstances. As I swept forward and extended towards the ground, I felt my tail come out from under me. In that rush of movement and surprise, my wings unfurled behind me and whoosh we were away. Oh Goodness how I had missed that freedom, the freedom of a long extended body as it soars upon warm streams of air, the maneuverability, of tail, wings, body working as one. The speed. The lightness. The power. The freedom. We weaved in and out of the planets,following there now all connected spiral streams of energy, beyond stars, through deepest darkest space we flew, united whole and it was beautiful. Now some of you may remember a while back, I had a blue white light beam, come from out of space and time, pierce my brain and explode inside my skull with the brightest illumination I had ever seen. I could not work out why then, I mean I'm still me. I already had an upon demand coloured light body. The crystalline happened in 2014, maybe 15 and I had been running as a stream of whatever coloured photons I wanted since last year, when I discovered I could. It was as the initial joy and blast of the flight subsided to peaceful drift, that I began to notice and take stock of my body. (I feel ecstatic still, with those memories of sensation.) I was born, to my knowledge a gold dragon, as I looked at my scales, I realised something was very seriously wrong, the more I flew the more cracked and kind of flakey my scales became. You can imagine me of course, just heading into Dark Moon, thinking "More freakin Shadow Work, What Now!". So home we came, landed settled settled back into the biological space suit and got to work. Racism came up, it has taken me a long time to accept Unicorns, even though I had an extremely good buddy who is a Unicorn, there was a something there that had me a tad flinchy...it was a thought stream on how some can seem to actually have it pretty easy but are so dramatic and whiney. Heal that, everyone comes from what they know and where they are at that particular time. So work done and off for another flight. Well it backfired, instead of my beautiful golden armament, there were cracks of white showing through. I was deeply disappointed, grey hair, gray pubes and now this! I'm getting old, does my dragon have to too? It almost, not quite ruined the freedom of the flight. So home I flew again, a little heart hurt and "dramatic whiney" you guessed it Unicorn mirror. When I realised that I giggled. More work, this time into where does the meme "Humans Have Always Warred Come From". Pheww that was deep. Words written on it later (it's even longer than this story). Finaly I had had enough of crying for the world hurts and trying to right world wrongs, so I called up dragon body and away we flew. As we left the worries and cares of the earth beneath us, and whirled and played with the stars in reckless abandon, I did not notice at first, because I think it started at my head, I did not notice the flakes of gold falling away until they fell off my wing tips, as I was holding in place over Jupiter. When I hold in place,not wanting to land, but just hover in a spot, my wings extend from behind me, encircle me to the front and the tips of my wings undulate almost like hands, gently cupping the watery air, to hold me steady. And as those wing tips were undulating, I could see the gold, gone. In it's place is white. Not grey white, but a bright, bright blue white, brighter than a toothpaste commercial, white. The same bright light, that had penetrated my brain and illuminated my mind bright blue white light. My current feelings are, I am not a great fan of white. It looks good on Gandalf, but shows up every mark and stain. It denotes purity, all that sacred guff and is the colour of death and new life. It denotes trust, honour the "good stuff" and whilst I appreciate change and evolution happens to all things, it will be awhile before I am ready to go Dragon again. I just want to have some human fun, without an otherworldly expectation of behaviour. Call me when the battle need arises, I will be there, but until then...fu*k off. How was your weekend? Much love Juhl Whilst everyday is a great day to be alive, some days are more beautiful, crisper and more clear than others. Today though, is not one of those days. Today is beautiful for other reasons. Today is a day of tears. I have cried tears of laughter as Tin Foil Hat described the Eagle Scouts, tears of sweetness as children showed how easy it was to make friends, tears of outrage as celebrities shared early lives of traumatic abuse, tears of grief for those whose lives have ended to soon and tears of love for an earth, whose luminescence, unveils and reveals it all. And it's only 7:25 am. Beautiful bitter sweet memories, that make their way from our hearts and pour as tributaries down our cheeks, washing clean and clear our mascara. Because isn't that what emotion does, when properly expressed? Expressing emotion removes the mask of civility and servitude of attitudes long past their prime and that, for many is a very scary thought indeed. Much of our language express's the need to "reign emotions in", "suffer in silence", show the "stiff upper lip", "don't let them know they've hurt you" and all these sayings contain within them the seeds of our control and lack of. You can only shove so much anger in a box, before it explodes, like Jack n a Box. When a society decides to staunch a flow of emotive words, because the truth of emotion is too raw, and proper response has been forgotten, when we denigrate the words spoken as the emotion behind them is no longer something we can handle, listen to or empathise with, then we are a society that has long past the point of being human. We have entered the Transhuman era. Computers and AI don't have emotions Nor do Aliens or Angels, emotions are a purely "Earth Realm" thing. If emotions are expressed and heard as they arise, they are not huge cataclysmic things that sweep us away, they are beautiful, respectful moments of humanness. As such emotion should be honored. Instead we see agendas hell bent on stifling, suppressing and training away feeling. When a mob goes bad, the agenda of emotional suppression is fueled again. Angry cries of outrage at mob behavior, which never address the reason why the mob went mob in the first place. Another reason to silence voices, under the guise of inciting behavior. The cycle continues and grows. For today, I am dedicating my time to feeling everything. Allowing all emotions to sweep through, around and swirl me where they will. I'm going to remember that this is what make our souls so very special, our light so desired. In peace, strength and love.  
As I have said, I lived a very different life to many...
When I was four, I went to see a friend of mine who lived on the Cul de Sac. I knew she wasn't ill in the normal way and when her parents denied me access to her, closing the door on me, I literally booted their door down to get in, shoved past the shocked oldies to find her, in bed, not ill, but very very sad. A sadness we both understood. At five I entered school, there had been no preschool for me, and I found the routine extremely hard. I remember wetting myself as the teacher said i wasn't allowed to go too the toilets except in the breaks, though she didn't explain that rule until after I had asked to go, I threw a desk, and walked home in my wet knickers. Rules were changed after that, as how can one expect a new entrant to exercise such control? Half way through this year, I was diagnosed with a learning disorder, requiring special classes for reading, I learned very quickly as for some reason I only need to see the top half of the letters, and once shown the techniques, was away. Code breaking is a skill of mine. Though the special lessons continued. At six my parents were called to the school to watch me swim, the teacher had never seen a child swim under water for so long, let alone swim like a fish after one lesson. I went on to hold the 10 year old girls 100meter swimming record for New Zealand 1.06, I think it was, though I was pulled from swimming not long after, as I was gaining attention. At seven, upon a sponsored walk up a local mountain, I started off with a family, who were too slow, I was up the top, stamped and met them on the way back, where they were not even a quarter of the way. Just as well I had my stamp, they accused me of cheating. And that's the way it was. I could locate a place to be, where I was, and move between the two points, very quickly. And every time I achieved something, there was someone to slap me down, take the joy away, or treat the achievement as nothing. I over came my programming, you can too. I have skills and tools waiting, to support you. Please, take my hand.
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