{Me culturally appropriating a meditation style, whilst being all culturally appropriative, contemplating Avalon}

This week has been amazing and tantalising. 
You know when you have sudden flashes of insight, glimpses where the whole picture comes together, and boom, before you can record it, or hold onto the idea to translate, it's gone? 

Well, I got to retain some...

I had this insight, about how people are going to perceive what they want according to their beliefs and programs, regardless of where you are coming from. It’s as if the whole human having sex giving birth experiment is just too yucky and the results can’t be controlled, so let’s close off that thread and let’s do it subtly, across as many layers as possible. 

We witnessed what a mass coming together of Magickal Beings could and can do in the aiding of Tasmania's forest. 

Perish the thought any other forces could be working across many layers, through all varying types of Magick to hurt, or destroy humans. Three different shows this week, saying this is the last generation of Homo-sapiens.

Try and try and search my memory banks, I cannot find a “God” who thrives on human sacrafice, blood and flesh. I can find “stories” of beings that feed on different energies, in particular the kind of energy produced by fear in blood etc. Are these the kind of entities you want to mingle with? Are you sure we haven’t been sold a bill of goods, a program, on what “evil” is? 

Could there be a group of people who are sitting at the bottom of the Satan spiral, or sphere, collecting all the fear etc from the stories and weird things they have managed to con others into doing, with a slurpee like funnel, breathing all that madness and mayhem in, getting stronger and stronger. Could someone of set up an archetype, so that every time you perform and act to get rid of the “stories”, it is perceived as an act of war, and your energy is added to it? Especially if you are coming at ‘the Satan’ in anger, or vengeance, more of the energies ‘the Satan’ has been set up to catch? Don’t forget you can set up the Luciferian matrix, so that the more you are attacked, the more energy you gain... 

Tim Rifat is my favourite teacher on this energy practice.

Could there be people doing the same with Angels? Sitting at the bottom of the Angel spiral, or sphere, directing that energy in ways they imagine you would want...What is consent when working for the greater good? 

It is big, it is deep and Dark Moon has been and gone. It is time for our first, real and deep internal audit of the year. Not the I have achieved this goal one, but the I feel this way one. The one where you let your highest version of self, enter your heart and ask, “Hey, how am I doing?” The one where you sit and listen to the reply. Own that reply, forgive yourself, we are human, we are flawed. Do we need to be pulled and swayed from a truth of who we are again? 

Everything on Earth is part of a food chain. If entities are feeding on our lower energies, some beings always take the easy way out, and if “Higher Beings” are feeding on our higher energies, are we consenting in that? And what if you don’t want to be food, is there an answer? I suspect not. Even a Sovereign Soul is gathering energy from somewhere, even as we try to be discerning about where our attention and energies flow. 
 
5g or EMF is real, and it flows across all dimensions. If you have been on the aether or in C space, you will know what I am referring too. It is very easy to loose myself in the world surrounding me, which has no chemtrails, lots of trees and very little in the way of wifi or electric signals pulsing. Yet I am very aware of what others have going on around them.  

The photos of beheaded trees in Ireland and England have threaded through my news feed, as starkly as others portray dead or wounded civilians after a failed bombing (perhaps successful in some eyes). Both are distressing and both are gruesome. Mowing down whatever is in our way may be deemed human, though I have very little in the way of recollection of violence, as an original earth inhabitant, I do remember it arriving. This latest push, is humans working on behalf of AI. Arcturians are claiming a successful interface between people's minds and the 5g grid, really worth thinking about. 

When anything claims, to be here only for our good, yet has that kind or maneuverability and pathway of interface, I get the hebejebees. Alien abduction is, from all sources an incredibly brutal process, for which all the abductees seem to swing around with, “but I made it a good experience”. Is that the interface, Arcturian or not, controlling perception? How long before neural networks are so taken over, all perception is controlled from elsewhere. Yes, I know many say it already is, in which case, nice job. I like where I am at most of the time. It is only when coming into contact with social media or the News, I have pause to think, really? Really?  
 
I felt really hurt by the connotation that, society had now reached the place, that the world is to treat bottle feeding as natural. 
 
I also felt uncomfortable with a post I saw on love being a four letter word, just like shit. It doesn't take much for a sensitive person to retreat from the environment or paradigm, New Earth, that is growing, has been reached, is strived for. I don't think I have ever felt so alone as when I stood up for myself. In public among, spiritual people I love. I relied totally on the those who know, to use their instincts and feeling of me, I live by my instincts for them. I'm not mucking about here, I only do public, but I only do public dissension, when my heart is going twang. 

In those initial moments I may not have the words, to express why something is catching my breath. But I know my connection is being twanged and I stick with it, too tease out why. 
I think this may of happened to a friend of mine this week also. I posted this picture

I thought the picture was strong, bold and beautiful. But, as Orchis82 pointed out, it is really appropriative of Indigenous American Culture. If you had of said that Brian, I would of gone Wow, you are right, and taken it down. Either way, I am very sorry to of caused anyone grief and to of been unthinkingly racist. I will do better.

Any hoo, if you made it this far you deserve some tech. 

This is from an Intensive I did with Dr Steven Farmer. His Earth Magic Cards, which I have and use, are beautiful. His songlines are expansive, yet seem to run deep. The Art work within the cards and the meaning were gifted to him, through exploration and from many ways. Hopefully that means that everyone involved in producing the system has made their money and are now o.k. with it being used, they wear the spiritual designer label after all :p  Yes, Dr Farmer is a Hay House graduate, so very slickly produced.

In meeting though, I witnessed a story, whereby the Being, Dr Farmer was speaking with, and the way Dr Farmer spoke, painted pictures, that became living moving images, so clear I could see the rings of smoke rising from their pipes, as they sat around a campfire in ceremony. The conference room was transformed through that alchemical magick that is the Shaman’s gift. For some this would be Bard skills. Beautiful to be among, witness and experience. Incredibly hard to fake. 

And that is where we seem to be in time, isn’t it? 

Somewhere between the slickly produced, needing to make a dime to survive and the educational letters, that don’t recognise the authenticity of being, as something worthy of being supported and trusting that if we only love harder, create and release, acknowledge and resist the temptation of “Selling Out”, control the narrative by which knowledge is derived, arrived at and circulated, and discredit any source, but the old white man’s narrative and use any device available to do it and love.
 
We are in an age where you can be condemned for an image, a comment, an opinion, or anything. As long as it shuts you up and down. Remember, many are still hooked into that Lucifairian grid system and that is fed by “attack” like energy. Calling that kind of energy out, including the Michael grid, brings all sorts of beings to the party. They all use energy to feed. So do you. Hold your energy in close. Center in love and heal their ancestors, sooner or later all Ancestors have a starting point, there will be a place where Bloodline, or Thoughtline intermingle, heal those spaces. Or, generate your own balloon, archetype, box, sphere thing and siphon any energies directed at you into it. Be the one sucking on the slurpee, because you have the ability to transform that energy into something new also. From what I am seeing you will not have long to do it though, as the replacement grid system, that Michael one, it's about to slam home. Fu*k you Empire.

Here is a lesson from Dr Farmer’s course “Healing Ancestral Karma”.

Many have been practicing this exercise every two weeks, for the last four years New Moon/Full Moon. I can see results. Not least in the way people, flawed but loving people, are trying to get occult knowledge out, and the way the reasoning and agendas behind that knowledge release, are becoming increasingly aggressive, as we work out just how partial, harmful and flawed, a lot of that esoteric knowledge is.
 
Read the meditation a couple of times, and give the journey a try. If nothing else it will help your visualisation skills and offer another line of support in troubling times.  

Healing Ancestral Karma  

When trauma happened to, say your grandfather especially as a child, if this trauma changed his DNA, as we now know environment can do. Then this means that this damage was most likely, passed on down too.  

And will continue to be passed down. Consider- 

Cancer, Domestic Violence...things handed down through families. I pray you are having a light bulb moment (I did). 

What we are going to do is heal, not you, but an Ancestor, through all directions in time.  
  
Time.
Well, this is a tricky and philosophical one. 

The only time that actually exists is NOW...NOW...NOW... if you get my drift. 

You see the past has happened, and the future hasn't. Some how this gets extrapolated on out, so that in theory the only time that "actually" exists is. ..now. 

Therefore, anything done now, may affect the future (we know this), but also the past, because now is the only time that "actually" exists. We can change it, remember that boring class at school, how it took forever to get through. Remember that movie, 2 hours flew by. Rather, our consciousness can change it.  

Many scientists now argue, time, is the only constant. Then they get so technical, it does my head in. 
But I can see, that time might stretch across, forward or back, more as a sphere, whereby we are the central point, as well as only being...now.  
All we really need, is to understand that healing an ancestor from the past, in the Now, will work. 

This time we are going to heal an ancestor from up to three generations back. 
First off set your intention. Think of an ailment that is currently harming you. Be bold, perhaps cancer or an addiction, (this will help you sign post the process working).  

During this meditation you're going to place two chairs in front of you, for your parents, then four chairs behind them for their parents and eight chairs behind them for their parents. So that's parents, Grand parents and Great Grand parents. You've got it. 
Don't be surprised if this ailment doesn't come from the male or female you thought it did, because there are ancestors behind these ones that might be the originators. 

Sit in a chair...Breathe deeply, push the in breath down into the stomach, fill up with as much as possible till your bursting, then hold for a slow count of three, then release as slowly as possible and really push the air out. Thinking Yes, on the in breath and release fear. on the out breath, repeat another two times. 

Then, just relax, try and maintain the tummy breathing, slowly and steadily. Imagine roots emerging out of the soles of your feet, splitting and spreading travelling down through the earth, the grass the soil and on down right to the heart of Mother Earth, Gaia or Papa as you know her. Lock those roots in solidly, feel supported and balanced by her nurturing nature, breathe and enjoy the stillness. 

When you're ready breathe up through your roots the beautiful light of earth love, feel it travel in spirals around your spine, up through the crown of your head to emerge as branches of light, splitting and reaching up past the sky, through space to the sun, imagine those energetic little branches being warmed and rejuvenated. Give thanks to your ancestors for being alive. Breathe feeling totally supported and loved, at one and at peace with the universe. 

Then when you're ready draw down the light, all the way down through your crown, allow this light to fill your body, breathe and relax, draw this energetic healing light filled with earths love into your heart center. Pause here breathe in and feel the love, again thank your ancestors, call on your Angels, your spirit guides, whoever it is that makes you feel safe and rest, relax and breathe, with them, in the moment in the now. 

And then, when you're ready, see two chairs in front of you, behind these place four chairs, and behind these place eight chairs. Take your time, breathe and solidify the chairs. 

Then when you're ready, ask your ancestors to come forth and sit in the chairs, you may be able to see and identify each, or they may appear as lights, or you may just know they are there (some may be on after this world business), and when they are, thank them for coming, and giving you this opportunity to be with them. 

Then when you're ready, explain that you would like to heal the ancestor who is responsible for the chosen ailment, and could this ancestor please show themselves. The ancestor may stand, glow or be pointed out by a bright light, however they are announced, trust this process and go with it. 

Then once identified, raise your hands, palms directed towards your ancestor and unleash all that energy gathered before upon them, open your heart and again unleash the three streams of healing love and energy straight into your ancestor. Push love from your heart, your eyes and your palms.  Give and give and give until you feel you have little else too give.  

And then, noticing how well your ancestor looks, take your hands and place them over your heart ask your ancestor for healing, feel all that energy you gave out return, even stronger filled with more love than you thought was possible. 

And then when you feel so filled up your ready to burst, direct the energy towards your children...then grandchildren (even if they have not been born yet). Ask that this healing be sealed, through all directions of time.
Give thanks again to the healed ancestor, then all of your ancestors for showing.

Wiggle your fingers and toes, open your eyes look around the room, and think well done, wow I did it! 

Because yes, yes you have. 

Even though you can repeat this process as many times as is needed. DO NOT REPEAT FOR TWO WEEKS, after each attempt. This allows time to filter through, trickle down and trickle up, the healing. Plus, it will give you the opportunity to go Wow! this actually works. 

I am looking forward to hearing the results from those of you that are taking time to follow this process. 

A little story, my husband and I have four grown to almost, children. We both smoke cigarettes. According to statistics 3 of those children should be smoking too. On the course we both chose addiction (alcoholism and gambling being problems too). So as to get a double edged, from all angles forever, stop, on the problem. Any how...Our children are statistical anomalies, they don't smoke, drink, or gamble. It was not until after the course. upon thinking of how time works...We wondered... 

Don’t forget, if you would like a reading, or to talk, you can contact me here.  
I’m finally getting the house into order and accepting traveling guests. Have already hosted my first traveler. It was a lot of fun, there is definitely something too face to face interaction.  
 
Much Love 
Juhl xx 
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It’s a strange thing money. It has a mythical appeal and repel quality. The familial tales and myths around money are epic. Each generation, reinforces codices of action and behaviour around wealth. But here is the real truth. If you weren’t born with family money, you are unlikely to get any to a higher level than your parents.

Oh yes, I know, I have heard them all…It’s how hard you work, it’s how you flow, it’s destroying those limiting beliefs, thinking abundant thoughts yada yada, blah blah blah, all stories, all bull shit.

One of the greatest deceptions I can see upon the world is that of the “Class System”. The level of income you are achieving designates your class, poor white trailer trash, lower income, blue collar, middle class professional too Elite, it doesn’t matter, these are the deceptive classes used to hide the great deception, that of Caste. The world is run and controlled through vertical lines of what you do, not horizontal lines of what you make. If you learn this lesson and learn it well, you will go far and possibly grow rich.

Now I was sexually abused from an early age. The situations generated around this, the feelings of guilt, shame, the crimes I in turn perpetuated, all had one true and hidden goal. The goal of keeping me within the “criminal subset”. I could have been a great politician or athlete, but by the time I was 10 the situations I had been in and party too, already precluded a sidestep into the legal world. Upon the underworld I would rise, fail or go to jail. I haven’t been to jail, which shows you just what a good little criminal I became, and within those ranks I could of ridden very high indeed.

Every time I tried to step away out from under a “strange attractor” would force it’s way in and I would be knocked back into the world of the illegal, until there was nothing but illegal for me to do. I became well trained, through fear, trauma and my own indelible well of hell.

The training to remain within ones caste ranges from subtle to highly invasive. The subtle is to write on drugs, prostitution and money and have your “friends” walk away, using justifications of “it’s in the past” or “I can’t be associated with that”. That’s a whole new level of denying ones being and validity as a person, watch as the real me shrinks back into shape. To the real heavy hits, this is the overdose of drugs, in the back of a car winding up in a different town, working in a whore house, kind of stuff, or the “we got the dirt on you, we’ll nark you out” (particularly effective when one has four kids).

Your, keep you in the Caste line, may be different, your circumstances are individual and unique to you. But if you are trying to change your life, move into another career, gain more wealth and keep meeting what the “New Age” terms resistance, then I would counsel you to look at your lines. Your vertical caste lines of what you were born and raised to be, rather than the class lines of money. It is very possible to ride to the top of your field, easily, as soon as you recognise what that field is and what is stopping you from plowing it.

I became a very well paid call girl, making my way up the ranks from seedy massage parlor to "High Class", then **** salesperson (still illegal here) working my way from foils to pounds and now I have a wonderful coaching and tarot business, whereby I get to support others to rise and be whole.

I have successfully navigated the side step. It took for me to realise that the ceiling is not above us, it is the walls that surround us, that stop our expansion.

In peace, strength and love.
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Own it like the boss you are.

​"Early morning yesterday, and I'm up before the dawn..."
Supertramp.

We all know certain scents, song lyrics and movies have the ability to store themselves within our brains, in such a way that connects them to moments of life outside of time.

Samsung now have a program you can watch that stops the formation of memory around a movie, so you can watch it over and over again, not realising you have seen it before...I kid you not. I wonder if I was a test model. My husband swears I'm a cheap date, as I can see a movie we have watched before with total non recollection. this inordinate ability transgresses boundaries as names have a very similar effect on me also...but not faces. Faces I remember.

So where does my consciousness go, when watching movies or being introduced to someone for the first time? The stress of my younger years and early working life, were such that it did not pay to remember names, in fact it was downright dangerous. The movies, well that's what some of the training was from and for, to remember different pieces, in different sections, within different streams of consciousness and pull them out from each section upon "command". There is no doubt that my responses were deliberately implanted, for reasons I know not. But how about yours?

We speak laughingly of triggers, polarity and programming, each set of code words, evoking different responses, provoking set behaviours feelings and emotions. We laughing talk of how a certain film or song brings back such and such a time or a feeling. We can see within our groups different words have different meanings attached to them, ascension, codes, light, to name but a few, one mans photon is another mans positivity. Yet do we ever stop to contemplate the how's and why's behind the word and group choices? We think we can see the agenda within certain ways of being, and perhaps the agenda behind that. But can we trace an agenda into a past before John Dee? Before what is now known as Empire?

I look at the contrived way in which indigenous Maori people had their culture taken apart, the way it is still being taken apart. I see how this has happened to every culture of "Top Down" ways. You know where the people or unity of the Tribe, comes before any single leader. And I see this splintering happening within our new tribes today. I understand the compunction to flow and feel good, yet how shall we ever have unity or consensus, if every time something hurts our soul, or goes against our ego, we move on? Some rifts can be healed. We have spent so long being inundated with the "going within" programs, our minds become lost to the one thing that may unite us, the one thing we cannot live without, this earth and her care.

So next time that song plays, those scents arise, that bring back memory from times long past, spare a thought for how that memory and those feelings were created, in streams of consciousness, the sounds or sights of the past, united again in the now. Those streams, that unity, that strength, these are models we can use. We can create now times, of scent, sight, sound and feeling in harmony with the earth, that transcend borders, tribes and agendas.

Maybe?
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Much love

​Like I said, I've lived a very different life to many...
I was born in Keneperu Hospital in Porrirua, New Zealand. A very different kind of hospital, dealing mainly in Mental Health and to the New Zealand Government, or as it was then, Post Office, crowd.
My best friend in those early years, for example, father went on to be a prime leader in the Fijian coup. Yeah I remember...
Any how, my father was a Telecommunications Engineer...he designed and built Satellite Receiver/Transmitters. It wasn't just "mechanics" these guys were playing with.
My real programming aside from the usual trauma started when we moved out of the "State Housing" and into another form, a subdivision, with a lot of children, over 30 in our little CulDeSac, all up and coming professional people (pilots, physicists etc).
I will never forget the terror that visited me in that house...so much so I would visit the stars...but that is what the terror was for. To get me to split into pieces, to fragment, so I could be programmed on different levels...Yes I remember the sacred geometry movies, and bits of the programs instilled, though not much, during office "parties" when some children would walk through one door, and others through another.
I remember, when I was around 6, an older lady with an accent, whose house I randomly chose to visit, often, giving me a book...It was a Special Edition Readers Digest full print with color plates, leather, maybe fake, embossed, with gilt edging, some of you have probably guessed, it was a copy of Alice In Wonderland. To this day I have an aversion to both this story, and the Wizard of Oz, possibly part of the programming to avoid accidental triggering.
So you see, it wasn't just mechanical bits of metal, these people were working on, it was minds. I became a Satellite Receiver/Transmitter, skills I still have, so if I'm talking on AI, codes and programming etc, I'm still tapped in tuned in and turned on, and I can distinguish between a psyop and the real deal, so listening may be beneficial. So I avoid certain groups, as AI still follows me everywhere, but I have also learnt to circumnavigate a lot, including deprogramming trauma and suicide programs, integration of soul fragmentation a lot of the Monarch (well that which suits lol). When I say, I have a joy filled life, and I can support you to have one also. I'm very, very serious.
Much Love
Juhl,

​www.juhllightheart.com

​Shamanism: Healing Ancestral Karma.
A Shaman, identifies illness as being in one of three categories.
Loss of Power-When we are born we are all gifted with spirit animals. As we grow these animals may change, and some may have more than one. Sometimes the spirit animal will live over 14 years. However, these spirit animals require playing with...or else they get bored and leave. I spend a lot of time with Angels and Gods, and had lost mine. Oops, who knew? A Shaman will help you journey to return your animal or find a new one. 
These Animal spirits are not to be confused with your Animal Power Guides.

Psychic Intrusion-This happens in one of two ways. Something may attach itself to the soul. A Shaman will excise and dispose of this entity (what is toxic to your soul may not be toxic to the sea or earth).
Or in an extreme and very rare happening, something may take over the vessel, the soul inhabits. Again the Shaman will remedy this.

​Soul loss- where the soul fragments, and must be returned to the owner.
This may happen from Trauma e.g. an accident . Think Post Traumatic Stress Response. (As Dr Farmer calls it, as stress is a natural bodily response, not a disorder.) 
A part of the soul may also be given away. This is usually noticed upon the break up of a relationship. Most can equate with the feelings of heartbreak. Perhaps you can get visitation rights lol...or your local Shaman can sort it out.