{Me culturally appropriating a meditation style, whilst being all culturally appropriative, contemplating Avalon}

This week has been amazing and tantalising. 
You know when you have sudden flashes of insight, glimpses where the whole picture comes together, and boom, before you can record it, or hold onto the idea to translate, it's gone? 

Well, I got to retain some...

I had this insight, about how people are going to perceive what they want according to their beliefs and programs, regardless of where you are coming from. It’s as if the whole human having sex giving birth experiment is just too yucky and the results can’t be controlled, so let’s close off that thread and let’s do it subtly, across as many layers as possible. 

We witnessed what a mass coming together of Magickal Beings could and can do in the aiding of Tasmania's forest. 

Perish the thought any other forces could be working across many layers, through all varying types of Magick to hurt, or destroy humans. Three different shows this week, saying this is the last generation of Homo-sapiens.

Try and try and search my memory banks, I cannot find a “God” who thrives on human sacrafice, blood and flesh. I can find “stories” of beings that feed on different energies, in particular the kind of energy produced by fear in blood etc. Are these the kind of entities you want to mingle with? Are you sure we haven’t been sold a bill of goods, a program, on what “evil” is? 

Could there be a group of people who are sitting at the bottom of the Satan spiral, or sphere, collecting all the fear etc from the stories and weird things they have managed to con others into doing, with a slurpee like funnel, breathing all that madness and mayhem in, getting stronger and stronger. Could someone of set up an archetype, so that every time you perform and act to get rid of the “stories”, it is perceived as an act of war, and your energy is added to it? Especially if you are coming at ‘the Satan’ in anger, or vengeance, more of the energies ‘the Satan’ has been set up to catch? Don’t forget you can set up the Luciferian matrix, so that the more you are attacked, the more energy you gain... 

Tim Rifat is my favourite teacher on this energy practice.

Could there be people doing the same with Angels? Sitting at the bottom of the Angel spiral, or sphere, directing that energy in ways they imagine you would want...What is consent when working for the greater good? 

It is big, it is deep and Dark Moon has been and gone. It is time for our first, real and deep internal audit of the year. Not the I have achieved this goal one, but the I feel this way one. The one where you let your highest version of self, enter your heart and ask, “Hey, how am I doing?” The one where you sit and listen to the reply. Own that reply, forgive yourself, we are human, we are flawed. Do we need to be pulled and swayed from a truth of who we are again? 

Everything on Earth is part of a food chain. If entities are feeding on our lower energies, some beings always take the easy way out, and if “Higher Beings” are feeding on our higher energies, are we consenting in that? And what if you don’t want to be food, is there an answer? I suspect not. Even a Sovereign Soul is gathering energy from somewhere, even as we try to be discerning about where our attention and energies flow. 
 
5g or EMF is real, and it flows across all dimensions. If you have been on the aether or in C space, you will know what I am referring too. It is very easy to loose myself in the world surrounding me, which has no chemtrails, lots of trees and very little in the way of wifi or electric signals pulsing. Yet I am very aware of what others have going on around them.  

The photos of beheaded trees in Ireland and England have threaded through my news feed, as starkly as others portray dead or wounded civilians after a failed bombing (perhaps successful in some eyes). Both are distressing and both are gruesome. Mowing down whatever is in our way may be deemed human, though I have very little in the way of recollection of violence, as an original earth inhabitant, I do remember it arriving. This latest push, is humans working on behalf of AI. Arcturians are claiming a successful interface between people's minds and the 5g grid, really worth thinking about. 

When anything claims, to be here only for our good, yet has that kind or maneuverability and pathway of interface, I get the hebejebees. Alien abduction is, from all sources an incredibly brutal process, for which all the abductees seem to swing around with, “but I made it a good experience”. Is that the interface, Arcturian or not, controlling perception? How long before neural networks are so taken over, all perception is controlled from elsewhere. Yes, I know many say it already is, in which case, nice job. I like where I am at most of the time. It is only when coming into contact with social media or the News, I have pause to think, really? Really?  
 
I felt really hurt by the connotation that, society had now reached the place, that the world is to treat bottle feeding as natural. 
 
I also felt uncomfortable with a post I saw on love being a four letter word, just like shit. It doesn't take much for a sensitive person to retreat from the environment or paradigm, New Earth, that is growing, has been reached, is strived for. I don't think I have ever felt so alone as when I stood up for myself. In public among, spiritual people I love. I relied totally on the those who know, to use their instincts and feeling of me, I live by my instincts for them. I'm not mucking about here, I only do public, but I only do public dissension, when my heart is going twang. 

In those initial moments I may not have the words, to express why something is catching my breath. But I know my connection is being twanged and I stick with it, too tease out why. 
I think this may of happened to a friend of mine this week also. I posted this picture

I thought the picture was strong, bold and beautiful. But, as Orchis82 pointed out, it is really appropriative of Indigenous American Culture. If you had of said that Brian, I would of gone Wow, you are right, and taken it down. Either way, I am very sorry to of caused anyone grief and to of been unthinkingly racist. I will do better.

Any hoo, if you made it this far you deserve some tech. 

This is from an Intensive I did with Dr Steven Farmer. His Earth Magic Cards, which I have and use, are beautiful. His songlines are expansive, yet seem to run deep. The Art work within the cards and the meaning were gifted to him, through exploration and from many ways. Hopefully that means that everyone involved in producing the system has made their money and are now o.k. with it being used, they wear the spiritual designer label after all :p  Yes, Dr Farmer is a Hay House graduate, so very slickly produced.

In meeting though, I witnessed a story, whereby the Being, Dr Farmer was speaking with, and the way Dr Farmer spoke, painted pictures, that became living moving images, so clear I could see the rings of smoke rising from their pipes, as they sat around a campfire in ceremony. The conference room was transformed through that alchemical magick that is the Shaman’s gift. For some this would be Bard skills. Beautiful to be among, witness and experience. Incredibly hard to fake. 

And that is where we seem to be in time, isn’t it? 

Somewhere between the slickly produced, needing to make a dime to survive and the educational letters, that don’t recognise the authenticity of being, as something worthy of being supported and trusting that if we only love harder, create and release, acknowledge and resist the temptation of “Selling Out”, control the narrative by which knowledge is derived, arrived at and circulated, and discredit any source, but the old white man’s narrative and use any device available to do it and love.
 
We are in an age where you can be condemned for an image, a comment, an opinion, or anything. As long as it shuts you up and down. Remember, many are still hooked into that Lucifairian grid system and that is fed by “attack” like energy. Calling that kind of energy out, including the Michael grid, brings all sorts of beings to the party. They all use energy to feed. So do you. Hold your energy in close. Center in love and heal their ancestors, sooner or later all Ancestors have a starting point, there will be a place where Bloodline, or Thoughtline intermingle, heal those spaces. Or, generate your own balloon, archetype, box, sphere thing and siphon any energies directed at you into it. Be the one sucking on the slurpee, because you have the ability to transform that energy into something new also. From what I am seeing you will not have long to do it though, as the replacement grid system, that Michael one, it's about to slam home. Fu*k you Empire.

Here is a lesson from Dr Farmer’s course “Healing Ancestral Karma”.

Many have been practicing this exercise every two weeks, for the last four years New Moon/Full Moon. I can see results. Not least in the way people, flawed but loving people, are trying to get occult knowledge out, and the way the reasoning and agendas behind that knowledge release, are becoming increasingly aggressive, as we work out just how partial, harmful and flawed, a lot of that esoteric knowledge is.
 
Read the meditation a couple of times, and give the journey a try. If nothing else it will help your visualisation skills and offer another line of support in troubling times.  

Healing Ancestral Karma  

When trauma happened to, say your grandfather especially as a child, if this trauma changed his DNA, as we now know environment can do. Then this means that this damage was most likely, passed on down too.  

And will continue to be passed down. Consider- 

Cancer, Domestic Violence...things handed down through families. I pray you are having a light bulb moment (I did). 

What we are going to do is heal, not you, but an Ancestor, through all directions in time.  
  
Time.
Well, this is a tricky and philosophical one. 

The only time that actually exists is NOW...NOW...NOW... if you get my drift. 

You see the past has happened, and the future hasn't. Some how this gets extrapolated on out, so that in theory the only time that "actually" exists is. ..now. 

Therefore, anything done now, may affect the future (we know this), but also the past, because now is the only time that "actually" exists. We can change it, remember that boring class at school, how it took forever to get through. Remember that movie, 2 hours flew by. Rather, our consciousness can change it.  

Many scientists now argue, time, is the only constant. Then they get so technical, it does my head in. 
But I can see, that time might stretch across, forward or back, more as a sphere, whereby we are the central point, as well as only being...now.  
All we really need, is to understand that healing an ancestor from the past, in the Now, will work. 

This time we are going to heal an ancestor from up to three generations back. 
First off set your intention. Think of an ailment that is currently harming you. Be bold, perhaps cancer or an addiction, (this will help you sign post the process working).  

During this meditation you're going to place two chairs in front of you, for your parents, then four chairs behind them for their parents and eight chairs behind them for their parents. So that's parents, Grand parents and Great Grand parents. You've got it. 
Don't be surprised if this ailment doesn't come from the male or female you thought it did, because there are ancestors behind these ones that might be the originators. 

Sit in a chair...Breathe deeply, push the in breath down into the stomach, fill up with as much as possible till your bursting, then hold for a slow count of three, then release as slowly as possible and really push the air out. Thinking Yes, on the in breath and release fear. on the out breath, repeat another two times. 

Then, just relax, try and maintain the tummy breathing, slowly and steadily. Imagine roots emerging out of the soles of your feet, splitting and spreading travelling down through the earth, the grass the soil and on down right to the heart of Mother Earth, Gaia or Papa as you know her. Lock those roots in solidly, feel supported and balanced by her nurturing nature, breathe and enjoy the stillness. 

When you're ready breathe up through your roots the beautiful light of earth love, feel it travel in spirals around your spine, up through the crown of your head to emerge as branches of light, splitting and reaching up past the sky, through space to the sun, imagine those energetic little branches being warmed and rejuvenated. Give thanks to your ancestors for being alive. Breathe feeling totally supported and loved, at one and at peace with the universe. 

Then when you're ready draw down the light, all the way down through your crown, allow this light to fill your body, breathe and relax, draw this energetic healing light filled with earths love into your heart center. Pause here breathe in and feel the love, again thank your ancestors, call on your Angels, your spirit guides, whoever it is that makes you feel safe and rest, relax and breathe, with them, in the moment in the now. 

And then, when you're ready, see two chairs in front of you, behind these place four chairs, and behind these place eight chairs. Take your time, breathe and solidify the chairs. 

Then when you're ready, ask your ancestors to come forth and sit in the chairs, you may be able to see and identify each, or they may appear as lights, or you may just know they are there (some may be on after this world business), and when they are, thank them for coming, and giving you this opportunity to be with them. 

Then when you're ready, explain that you would like to heal the ancestor who is responsible for the chosen ailment, and could this ancestor please show themselves. The ancestor may stand, glow or be pointed out by a bright light, however they are announced, trust this process and go with it. 

Then once identified, raise your hands, palms directed towards your ancestor and unleash all that energy gathered before upon them, open your heart and again unleash the three streams of healing love and energy straight into your ancestor. Push love from your heart, your eyes and your palms.  Give and give and give until you feel you have little else too give.  

And then, noticing how well your ancestor looks, take your hands and place them over your heart ask your ancestor for healing, feel all that energy you gave out return, even stronger filled with more love than you thought was possible. 

And then when you feel so filled up your ready to burst, direct the energy towards your children...then grandchildren (even if they have not been born yet). Ask that this healing be sealed, through all directions of time.
Give thanks again to the healed ancestor, then all of your ancestors for showing.

Wiggle your fingers and toes, open your eyes look around the room, and think well done, wow I did it! 

Because yes, yes you have. 

Even though you can repeat this process as many times as is needed. DO NOT REPEAT FOR TWO WEEKS, after each attempt. This allows time to filter through, trickle down and trickle up, the healing. Plus, it will give you the opportunity to go Wow! this actually works. 

I am looking forward to hearing the results from those of you that are taking time to follow this process. 

A little story, my husband and I have four grown to almost, children. We both smoke cigarettes. According to statistics 3 of those children should be smoking too. On the course we both chose addiction (alcoholism and gambling being problems too). So as to get a double edged, from all angles forever, stop, on the problem. Any how...Our children are statistical anomalies, they don't smoke, drink, or gamble. It was not until after the course. upon thinking of how time works...We wondered... 

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I’m finally getting the house into order and accepting traveling guests. Have already hosted my first traveler. It was a lot of fun, there is definitely something too face to face interaction.  
 
Much Love 
Juhl xx 
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Well I didn’t pick up a Space Virus, I caught one though. And worked out how to circumvent it.  
How do you occupy the devil? Tell him to count the grains of sand; if, AI is the devil and the target words are the grains of sand.  
 
If you want things to slip unnoticed through the sands of time, I suspect the same distraction, can be used by/on humans, as it is on the Devil and AI. Timing is everything, as the planets continue to bare out.  
 
I’m not kidding when I say using the deeper darker threads of Magick are beginning to show upon the user. It is unfortunate to loose so many great minds, because they could not transmute, or at least invert, vengeance to protection, or replace harmful ways.  
 
I myself caught a huge dose of my own medicine, an old manipulation, revisiting me through “soul” family. Transmuting those moments, to where I am knowingly acting from love, was very hard. An attack will come, through your finances, your pets, your internet interaction, and/or your family. Family are hard they get straight in to the heart. 

Thoughts and ideas have lineage, they come to us through the mists of Ancestors, always they can be traced. A sudden spark has it’s basis in something that happened before. Archimedes and Eureka in the bathtub, the Kohler light bulb moment. There is always something there, a reason and origin, from when the clogs began to turn, to when they clicked into place. I would ask that you follow, someones thought or model through to it’s origin, before putting it out as your own, or adopting it. Mention others, we are in a contribution, collaboration stage of evolution.
 
Sure give the exercises a try, keep your highest good in mind. One thing I have noticed about a lot of Magickal systems, is that protection flows across them all. My school motto “Fear of the Lord, is the beginning of Wisdom”, especially when you don’t know which “Lord”, is a great reason for the Sovereign Soul to gain clarity on what you are doing, across all the, what are now called dimensional/astral/journeying levels.

A lot of meditations and systems of energy, have in built steps, or progressions within them. A breath must be learned, a tool must be made, certain dietary requirements must be followed. There are reasons for the steps, that lead to a piece of knowledge being understood, that may not be immediately apparent, in the first “rush” of the exercise. Find out what they are. 
 
Notice the energy return exercise (my I.p.) it is weaponised, in that you are giving peoples energy back to them, and owning yours, if their energy has been intentionally toxic, then they will wear that, just as in reclaiming your energy, you are responsible for what comes back, you put it out. That can be scary. Especially when you know how low your vibe can go. Own it, face it, heal it, release it. 

Lowest vibration love, is being made real. It doesn't look like I thought it would. 
 
Patriarchy and hierarchy aren’t being kicked to the ground for no reason. 
 
 
Protect the shit out of everything. On every level. Those saying as long as you are always love, you will not be targeted, or you will be safe from targeting. A very quick flick through Google in particular to Stop the Crime.org will set you right. Those who say "we are in control of everything", have obviously never been tagged and released, by whoever it is that is tagging and releasing humans. Even Richard Dolan admits the microchip practice is happening. Don't forget the very real, Intellectual Property Theft and unacknowledged use of your work. Practice gratitude for others knowledge, most people, as am I, are happy as long as you say their name.
 
Please remember, some energy is yours own it, some is not, send others energy back from whence it came. Be sure to reclaim your own, notice how it feels as it lands. Transmute, or heal, any residual damage. Hurtful and harmful experiences make for great poetry, lessons, exercises, dances and creations, when they are captured from within and externalised. Yet even within that externalisation there is a responsibility of the heart. Make those Cthulu moments count. 
 
Some lessons come to us through time. 
 
The Urban Legend on St Agatha, was that when she died, she caused an earthquake that killed two High Statesmen, who had a hand in her rape. Walls fell on them. Maybe a final terrorist act of Will. She knew she was a goner, she had a little help, but she got her death together, in performative art. Kind of early suicide bomber programming.  
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“Do not offend Agatha’s nation, because she will avenge all insults”. 
Is her Motto 
 
If your own back bone, is not strong enough for the task, at this stage, then reach for your highest good, that of your family, that of the world, dependent on where you align, reach with a readiness to accept the fullness of you. A unique note, harmonious with the whole.  
 
In Peace, Strength and Love   
Juhl xx 
 
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I didn't have much to do this week, so I thought I would spend as much time in ceremony, ritual, being as sacred as I could. because you know, old and just not buying in and why the Freak not. 

Worth it!

Though worth, is a word, that encases a set of concepts, that come from places that I do not want to go, at this time. Why, because imagination, or thinking creates things, that can be traced to origin. These origins may be termed Ancestors. An instant second path appears that of blood line. Do we now have two strands of DNA? Any how. Words

Words like Witch. This is good, have a read,

When you take a word, remove it from it's origins, both of thought and blood, and  drop it, as an infected blanket, over many populaces, use the term as the only descriptor, for a couple of hundred years, because you have denied any other, drag it back out, expecting it to encompass everyone working in energy fields, at this time, we have a problem. snif sniff, I smell empire.
Thank goodness I'm a magician.

Another wonderful drop of gore that passed my screen was this, I'm staying with the troubles, here. There have been times within my life that I have thought and used, the argument contained within to elevate my culture above others. I apologise. To any, who I have offended and will offend, as I carry this thought through, again I apologise.

I'm a little floored to find, my ancestors carrying out cannibalism, and I really want to know where this came from. There is a touch in the article on Homeopathy and like curing like, so you have a pinch of crushed skull, necromanticaly sourced (possibly). to cure a headache. Right, but me, I'm interested in the weaponisation of or Satanism of, or naturalisation of such products as Adrenachrome.

Were my Irish and Fair Folk Ancestors out there eating each other? Or are we seeing a period in the  time line, where Empire brought over its more sinister aspects? Human ownership of others.

Here is a modern take from Joe Rogan. 

But this really is just a modern take on a past practice.

Don't buy in to the 'who are you to judge' thing, judge. And please stop telling Maori that they were cannibals, as if your ancestors were above the practice, they were not.

Now, apparently they have locked the gates to my "Church". 

We shall see.

In peace, strength and love,
Juhl

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